so yeah it's been a hell of a long time since i've said something here. shit's been bananas lately. went to ocean city md for senior week. i ended up just getting ditched and used and not drunk enough. 2 of my friends got kicked outta their room becuase of a guy who was on e for 2 days striaght and and another kid from philly who thinks it's a ( Read more... )

maybe a bit too much. but i wonder why i get up in the morning, and why i keep going. and i found that reason is hope. the hope that eventually everything will be better, the hope that one day i will find meaning for the word love. i was talking with a friend today and we stumbled upon a fundamental question that i think that everyone needs to be ( Read more... )

so lately things have been going pretty goodly. ohio was great. $k00| blows ass more every day but thats to be expected with 21 more days. been hanging out and drinkign with joey lately, he's a crazy motherfucker. just tryin 2 get a job and have a good time and make it out alive. summer should be interesting, alot of plans have been hatched ( Read more... )

yeah well its been a while. last weekend was good, drank fri and sat. with 2 months 2 go, school has become even more monotonous than ever. it's like there's some sort of time vaccuum inside those gray walls. it's nothing short of excrutiating, and everything more. put down my deposit for champlain, so i'm going there 4 shizzle. i've never ( Read more... )

so this has been a bumfuck of a day. so it rained for 3 striaght days. tried 2 get fucking drunk last night had like 25+ shots of 5 diff alcohols mixed together and barely even got drunk. then i slept for 3 hrs and got up w/ a hangover, mom bichin cuz the comp ain't workin cuz the god got scared last night and crawled under the desk and ( Read more... )

ok so finished all my senior project bullshit. goddamn done and done. currently rockin a car with no door handles. ghetto in the hizzouse. felt likee shit lately. major acid refluc fun. i think i have a fucking ulcer. that would be insane amounts of fun. the best thing is it hurts like hell and keeps me up at night. yeah it's beena couple ( Read more... )

so today kinda sucked. played games all day, which is always good on dial up. sis friends all shoed up jus tto piss me off. so 2morrow i really wanna do something, but as far as i know, nothing is going on so i'll makes osme call and what not. if nothing, i drink alone, becuase thats what all the cool kids do. want some pancakes, bitches?

i regret ( Read more... )

so just got back from VT. got lost in Jersey on the way 2 the airport, yeah 45 min to find the parking place and my mom pissing in a gas station lot cuz they had no bathroom. flight was an hour on a cramped ass plane. so VT was beautiful the wholetime. burlington is nice and the view of lake champlain and the mountians around was awesome. ( Read more... )

ok so i'm leaving for vermont 2morrow. so yeah should be good times. i'll be back on sun, cuz i know u'll all miss me so very very very very very very very very very vey very much.