So 2 months and 14 days left and one by one people are telling me they can't come. It seems like every damn day there's a new one. I just want everything to go smoothy... it feels like this is all a big joke though. I mean who am I kidding, a wedding on a Monday in December? It's destined to go wrong. Next thing I know its he and I and the ( Read more... )

OK so 2 1/2 months left... Panic anyone? I'm so nervous that everything won't be ready in time. There still is so much more I have to do. Eepppp. Oh well I better start looking for the type of table center pieces I want.

<3
Alex

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I'm dying inside right now. It hurts so badly. I just want to be in his arms... I'll admit most days I'm OK, but I'm having an awfully bad day. I just want to be with him, I hate the fact that I can't be with him right now. It's not like I entered this blindly, I knew from the very begining that things would be like this at times, but that doesn't ( Read more... )

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So I've got 3 months to go before the big day. I'm really starting to panic that everything won't be ready in time. It seems like even though most big things are done that there's still a million other things to do. Of course I don't even know where to begin. Tuesday my mom and I are going to Things Remembered and that will take care of that, but ( Read more... )

It has just not been my month. It really really hasnt. One thing after another. Last night I lost it too. I remember crying a lot. I don't know how much longer I can pull off this whole, act strong thing. I don't know if it's better to cry or hold it back. Sometimes it feels better to just ignore it and hold my feelings back. A lot of the times I ( Read more... )

OK when you get into a car accident thats not your fault, it sucks bit time. What in the hell is it when it happens again 4 weeks later. Exactly 4 weeks. First time a bike rode into the side of my car. This time a lady ran the stop sign. Is my luck that shitty? I just got my car back a week ago from it being fixed from the first time ( Read more... )