Well this should be interesting... Tomorrow and Wednesday I'm babysitting for my boss. There's a catch though... 9 in the morning. It's a time I do not know. lol It shouldn't be bad at all though, my dad says the kids are really good. My dad wouldn't lie to me. He better not lol.

I am so fucking pissed off right now... everyone is seriously getting on my last nerve. Family as usual... go figure. I hate this fucking house, but no I'm stuck there. I just want to be out of here so badly. Out of my mothers life for good. Thats what she wants anyways. I just want to be my own damn person, but unfortunately that wont happen until ( Read more... )

Well, in the last couple weeks I've managed to get one insult after another. That's always pleasant. As if I'm not self concious as all hell... I already hate my body, yet people feel the need to just rub everything I hate about it in my face. People are jackasses and it seems to be the ones who are supposed to be closest that always go for the ( Read more... )

The little girl
The helpless one
Needing to be watched
Looked out for
All the time

Well you know what...
Fuck that shit
I'm not that little girl anymore
I'm really sick of it
People seeing me that way

But again
It's just another thing
I call the story of my life

Outcast again
Everywhere I go
Same old story
Same old shit
I've never fit in anywhere
And I never will
It's the story of my life
Over and over again
Ignored
Tossed to the side
Forgotten about
It just keeps on happening
So everywhere I go
I'm the fucking outcast again

Well today's been a complete bitch... woke up, on the way to work this asshole was going 20 mph down Federal, which is supposed to be 45, work was a bitch. All my mom wanted to do was bitch that I wasnt doing anything even though there was nothing for me to do. My mom gave me a withdrawl slip so I could get money for my trip since I was a bit short ( Read more... )

Urrrrgggg work has been crazy. Moving a business is really hell even if you do have 20 people there helping. There's just so much stuff to do... packing and unpacking boxes, loading and unloading trucks, taking down and redoing displays, and trying to keep the business running at the same time. The new store is 700 square feet bigger and I cant ( Read more... )

Well, I guess a lot has been going on lately. I'm finally getting a car... 2000 Dark Purple Dodge Stratus. Now I just have to wait for it to come down from Orlando so we can pick it up. I've been waiting since Monday. My luck it'll come in this weekend when my moms out of town. (She has to be with my because she's co-signing for it) I'm excited ( Read more... )

So my mom killed my retarded lizard. Well I'm almost positive she did. I found him yesterday... When I woke up he was just keeled over under the table so i figured he was dead. A few hours later he was still in the same spot, but he was standing straight up... kinda strange. A few hours later he was still standing straight up in the same place. I ( Read more... )

yay woo go me