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I don't know why, but I feel so depressed lately...so unmotovated. Everything feels like an effort. I feel adrift and out of touch. I have things to do an can't get myself to do them, although I know I need to--studying, cleaning my room, it all seems like, I don't know...so much effort ( Read more... ) -
stress and weird drug induced dreams about drugs
my bf continues to talk about his co-worker liz at every opportunity ( Read more... ) -
from the past
I every once in a while I hear a song that I loved when it came out, but has faded into the recesses of my memory...tonight I was watching an episode of "My So Called Life" and they played the Enigma song, "Return to Innocence". I like that song. It's pretty. Reminds me of my stressful, insecure teenage years. (because I'm so secure and stress ( Read more... ) -
Depths
I feel so low lately ( Read more... ) -
Things that suck
My boyfriend lays asleep on the bed behind me, snoring softly, our plans for the evening obliterated by slumber's warm embrace ( Read more... ) -
strange dream
I dreamed that I was on vacation...perhaps back in Boston...the neighbors were a royal family...the son was the Prince of Somewhere or other and he was not handsome in the strictest sense, but rather wild and passionate--rich and uncaring, taking and doing what he wanted, with dark brown hair that fell to his shoulders with a flip up at the end... ( Read more... )