if i ever needed a shoulder to cry on

or

someone to listen to me vent and maybe cry

now would be that time....

am i to believe what i herd about J_____ or be

content enough wit myself to "know" that none of

that shyt is tru.....

well here I am ladies...updating and what not...well halloween is coming up and people are tryin to bribe me to go to the halloween day parade...though I really....really...really...dont want to go...WONDER WHAT THEY GET OUT OF ME BEING THERE??? ugh Beyonce song (dangerously in love) keeps coming on.....IS THAT A SIGN....well I really dont want to ( Read more... )

( Read more... )

Well what am I suppose to say...rather what do I have to say...I dug my grave and is surely about to be layin in...seriously...I really cant explain the whole situation...cause I really dont have the will power to do so...ALL I know is that I'm losing or already have lost the only person I ever truly loved...I lost her trust...her soul...I lost her ( Read more... )

....EDIT ( Read more... )

Well...well....nothing really serious happened to me today...just found it mad fukked up how my fam left me solo in the crib for most of the day...Yet truth be told that was my fault anyway cuz I was suppose to go out and do a lil shoppin and what not...but with me havin a headache I don't like leavin the crib....

So I chatted wit my heads today ( Read more... )

It been three very long dayz since I had contact with most of yall... in some weird way...

I MISSED YALL....*sighs*

Anyway nothing really has been going on wit me...seems like the same o shyt...on monday I came home and found myself very tired and managed to called mi "poo poo" for her to tell me she spent 3 hours in a jail cell...soundin on the ( Read more... )

Well I haven't really gave yall a real update from me...I was gettin real lazy with my shyt....sooooo here's my

Real Update (LMAO)

So let's see...yesterday I woke up around 8 in the morning cuz my sister kept gettin up and shyt...using the bathroom...on the phone...all kinds of shyt...for those who don't know...my sister is pregnant with a baby ( Read more... )

just wanted to share some of my work with yall...i wrote this poem titled "Love Note" a minute ago addressed to "her"...feelings r still the same to date...

This my love is a simple love note

From the very depths of my soul

The pleasure you've brought me

Ummmm it must be told

Given me such happiness and

Intensity in so short a time

The joy ( Read more... )

Well thanx to caged_f3m  and lezbndamn  for raidin my LJ...I'm updatin now...

Anyway nothing much has been going on with me...shyt I'm still alive so I must be doing good...had many convos yesterday it's was cool too

Had a nice long and very intresting convo with _f1yahfemme . Showed me that it's still worth givin ya yahoo screen name out to some people...

Anyway when I woke ( Read more... )