Finally the new moniter came in. Well, a lot's happened since my last entry. Jon and I got kicked outta my house in August 4 gettin caught doin sum stupid shit cuz of this retarded kid Pike we chilled with. Nothing 2 exciting happened lately x-cept the rave my ffriend Casey threw two weeks ago. It was really phat especially 4 his first promotion. ( Read more... )

Damn its been a long time since my last entry. I've just been too busy rushing around everywhere trying to straighten myself out lately. Still no job and I got about a week till I get kicked out for it. Coreys stressin me payin him, moms bitchin about her money, my cell phone bill just got in, and I owe $45 on my credit card this month. Mad broads ( Read more... )

Well for the first time in about three months now I can actually say I really had fun. I had some weird feeling I would, plus I was chilling with Kelly and she wouldn't let me have a bad time. First I had my graduation party which sucked, and I'd love to thank all the people who didn't show up. I mean really, that shows me how my friends care so ( Read more... )

Well, got fired today after doing everything wrong I possibly could for the past week. Isn't it strange how you know something is going to happen and when it will occur moch in advance to its occurance. Thats what it was like for me with my job. I knew I would get myself fired today and was even more assured of it when I got that weird, confused, ( Read more... )

This past week has basically just been one big mass of confusion to me. I haven't been on time for work all week. I've been wakin up around 4:00 and still been dead tired. I've even been flat broke for the first time I can remember in years. I couldn't even think of a way to get money for once in my life. That had me ready to shoot myself. It all ( Read more... )

Well, I guess it was a pretty decent day today, besides all the confusion and heat. Got to see Kelly and Bracket and got my phone charger back:). That made the day much better. Then drove through Brockton with 8 people in one jeep blasting skinhead music(we were just begging to be shot). That was fun and didn't seem to really bother any of us, ( Read more... )

Thank God this pointless, boring day is coming near it's end for me. I can be completely correct in saying that absolutely nothing was accomplished today. I wish I had just slept through it or could sleep now and get the sleep I definitely need. It always seems that whenever I want to sleep early I can't, and whenever I want to sleep in something ( Read more... )

Holy shit the past two days have become a blur marked with a few memories or flashbacks. All I know is that I did something pretty dumb and fucked myself and other people up for a decent time period. It was mainly my influence that led to their mistakes Friday night and I feel terrible for it. I was completely crazy that night. I think I completely ( Read more... )

I cancelled work for the day, felt more in the mood to enjoy a more relaxed day with my friends. Chilled with this really cool chic I met kinda recently. She's a lot like me in some ways and a really decent person that actually seems to have some braincells which it seems most people lack lately. She definitely seems like a very good person to be ( Read more... )

Leave it to Ja to create perfect songs forevery occasion. Alright day 2day, work then chillin with friends. But thats irrelevant. It doesnt change anything. Even the funnest day chillin with friends wouldn't completely amuse me anymore. Its been way 2 long since I've actually had any intimate affairs with anyone for far too long and it is beginning ( Read more... )