I cut my wrists I let the blood drip ( Read more... )

I guess that I can start writting in here again.. I need to get feelings out and there is no way I can do it except writting it down ( Read more... )

so yeah since livejournal is stupid and makes people mad I am done with it... so yeah.. last entry..

no hard feelings.. thats all I am sayin!

wow.. livejournal. is getting bad.. people always fighting at comments people make.. if you are going to argue with someones comments then sign up no to recieve any.. a comment is to express someones opinion.. and well last time I checked an opinion is what a person he or she themself believes in which therefore means that other people cant get ( Read more... )

Love is more than just a word. It is a feeling and a deep thought. Love can hurt or love can be utter amazement. I can only describe love like this. I believe each person that you love in your life has a piece of you heart and your heart is like a puzzle. When you love that person back you get a piece of your heart which in result makes up your ( Read more... )

so yeah.. I just back to MY home yesterday afternoon.. it was a relief to be away from my house for a week... it really wasn't enough.. but, I need to not run away from my problems and deal with them. You can't solve anything being immature right ( Read more... )

so how about my mom made me pack up my room.. it is so bare.... it makes me feel depressed everytime I walk in there... I am thinking about sleeping in the living room.. atleast in there it is still a little bit interesting and not so drabby... the more and more I pack the more real it is to me that we are moving.. so I dont want to pack.. but I ( Read more... )

SO.. I start my stupid class tomorrow.. SUCKS .. but I have to do it, cant get ANYWHERE in life if I dont ( Read more... )

I am excited.. andy comes back today.. gosh.. it seems like he has been gone for like a week.. time went by so slow.. but yeah.. tonite I am going to go over and hang out with him when he gets home.. WHOO-HOO ( Read more... )

So yeah.. GRADUATION last night was incredible.. It actually hit me like 5 sec. before we all walked out there that it was the real deal... So yeah.. My "REAL LIFE" is starting.. not much of one... but I am trying.. alot is going to be taking place this summer.. and one is I am going to have my independence and not by moving out.. I shouldnt have ( Read more... )