Everyday I get better at everything I do. Better at dealing with things... Better at getting up. Better at listening to my dad and knowing when to block him out. Better at talking with my family casually. Better at being a better person. Better at everything. Better at achieving happiness.

Better at letting my thoughts tear me apart.

Integrity is doing the right thing when nobody's looking.

Integrity is what makes or breaks life when mixed with karma.

The world isn't out to get you unless you're out to get the world.

Shit. It's March already. 10 months left of this rags to riches year. But so far I can say that I have had almost as much fun as I could possibly have had. I'm going to start chipping away at my goals rather than lunge head first into them. What I need is a more calm, relaxed state of mind to get through this ( Read more... )

Time is everything for all of us, but to me it seems like time is all that I have left.

Lately I have been more concentrated on not just mine but everyone else's pain and tragedy. Suffering. Why? It intrigues me. There are always ups and downs, smiles and frowns. But why is it that humans worry about the things that make them sad? Hardly ever does someone allow themselves to just completely give in to happiness and joy. They're ( Read more... )

However fucked up it is or gets it still makes perfect sense. It's really not just the drug, it's my heart.

I can't take this feeling anymore ( Read more... )

My reason for saying I'm always wanting to change is because, life, the way it is, is kicking me in the ass. The way things are brings me down. No girl. No money. The drugs and alcohol don't make me happy. Friendships are disintigrating before my eyes. I figure if I change who I am the difference will make me happy. But I can't snap out of ( Read more... )

I have a new goal in my life. I should have thought about this one last year. But it's alright. Just as long as I know what I need to do, it will happen. You all should know by now that when I average two entries a day there's something wrong. Are you all ready for this one?

I need to end this chapter of my life and start the next.

I just, can't, fake it anymore...

This all was only wishful thinkin'
This all was only wishful thinkin'