The last month of my life has been one hell of a ride.
But it was the last week that has really moved me ( Read more... )

It's been a month. I haven't gone this long since it all started.
I regret tomorrow more than yesterday.
I have become a very difficult person lately.
Maybe I'll find someone just as difficult?

I am going to look back and laugh at this.
I don't know where I got this idea from.
Why do I always do things like this to myself?
I have no grip on reality at all.
I guess I just thought it would have been worth it.

I wish I didn't have to act like you aren't significant to me at all sometimes...

But it allows something to be made out of what otherwise would be nothing.

Getting arrested is a life-changing experience. Even if it is for just one night. The entire time you kind of lose yourself and pretend its all just a really bad dream. Staring out of the window in the backseat of a cop car isn't like staring out of the window in a schoolbus. You don't really see anything besides what you think is going to ( Read more... )

I must have gone retarded before I went insane because everyone has noticed both by now besides myself. Have I just lost control? My normal state of mind has become so depressed that I don't respond with anything besides one-word answers. But it's okay. It was meant to be this way. This was all supposed to happen the way it did.

I was ( Read more... )

She's never been in love and I don't even know what it is. The hardest times of life are the times you have to spend on our own. Maybe that's why time seems to go slow when things aren't going they way you think they should. Maybe that's why time is gone before you know it when everything is just dandy.

The time that we kill keeps us alive

Oh yeah, and, in a couple days, I get my eyes looked at again. Hopefully this time they will actually help me out with the surgery. I'm going to need two operations, but, after that I won't ever need glasses ever again! I've been wearing these damn things since 2nd grade.

I'm going to look like a totally different person.

Half of this year is over. 26 weeks left. I can't wait ( Read more... )

First things first. Insight made me realize lots of things today, all of which are running through my mind at the same time right now. The strongest one I want to tell myself is what I think about fate. I believe there is no such thing unless you are at the right place, at the right time. I was a large believer in it my entire life, and in ( Read more... )