I'm going to meet myself this week.

I am nothing. It's the depressing self-awareness that always gives me my morale.

But somehow, someway, I know it will all work out just fine.

When I close my eyes it all becomes so real.

One last thing I beg you please just before you go ( Read more... )

My life doesn't make any sense at all.

Waking up in a ( Read more... )

It wasn't until today that it really got to me. I started daydreaming about her and it wouldn't stop. All the lunch periods and all the times out of school we shared. Then I realized she would never take another step on this planet. She wouldn't take another breath, let out another laugh, or give another kiss. How I had to find out this way ( Read more... )

It's been too long. Some people spend 10-20 years of their life trying to get their head above water. Some people go their entire lives never finding what they want to do for an occupation. Some grow up fast, take responsibility, and plan everything out perfectly. Some live in apartments, and some never move out of their parent's house ( Read more... )

I fuckin' knew it.

Please, God, let me fix this.

This means more than anything else ever has in my entire life.

So long
and goodnight
So long
not goodnight

It's not that I don't have the time to sit here and try to show myself and everyone else out there that reads this everything and how I feel about everything that these eyes record, but for the most part, it's that I don't want to think about how I feel about something. I don't want to share it with you. Or sometimes I don't know how to feel ( Read more... )