Affection gets taken for granted as much as jealousy holds on to hope.

I suck. Losing this game never mattered so much to anyone at 19 years old. But I work hard. I try. The problem is I party hard too. There's lots of ways to look at it. I just want to have a good time and laugh. Some people I know would tell me my life wouldn't be complete if I didn't spend as much money as I do. But my life is far from ( Read more... )

I swear I have an effect on everyone's mood with mine. It's like an uncontrollable aura that follows me everywhere I go. I walk into the room and everyone stops talking, stops thinking, and stares at the ground. Shame, I thought was a personal thing. But it's even more than that, that's just an example ( Read more... )

Nevermind. They didn't play it anyways.

A very, very eventful weekend ( Read more... )

What a healing song ( Read more... )

I've excepted the fact that I can't change what day it is.

What can I do about it?

I get this feeling every Sunday. It's a really weird thought pattern. I can't figure it out. For some reason Sundays bum me out. It's not that I don't want to go out and continue partying or anything, it just seems like I can feel the long week ahead starting to crash into me. I hate it. I want to have a clear mind. Something satisfying to ( Read more... )

It's actually the long nights that go by so fast. All I know is that I go out and live each second of it whether it seems like just a few minutes or totally drawn-out. Nothing lasts forever, but you have to make it last while you can.

I want to get as real, as deep, far, and high as I can be.

The handshake means lots of important things. The handshake shows respect. Respect is manifested when two people can grace each other just with their prescence. It is a sign of acceptance and trust. When I shake your hand it means I would take the fall for you.

It also keeps it real. It's a pleasure doing business with you.