So... perhaps I have gone about this whole situation the wrong way. I feel like the choice I made has just become one huge disaster. I finally make a decision on my own for myself that isn't affected by the ideas of anyone but myself. Of course I do something for me that I feel is right and I end up hurting my teacher and quite possibly other ( Read more... )

Time is gonna take my mind
and carry it far away where I can fly
The depth of life will dim my temptation to live for you
If I were to be alone silence would rock my tears
'cause it's all about love and I know better
How life is a waving feather

So I put my arms around you around you
And I know that I'll be leaving soon

My eyes are on you they're on you
And ( Read more... )

So I guess I haven't done this in a while........what ever it seems to be the only outlet I have at the moment that won't spit advice that I might or might not want to hear back at me. So, I started a very interesting relationship this summer, a lot of obstacles in the future but we decided not to face them just yet. I started dating a flute player ( Read more... )

 so even though the quasi relationship was very ambiguous (sp?) and I suppose a bit stressful on my part never really knowing where each of us stood in the relationship I must say I really enjoyed having "that special someone"  Even though it officially ended in the whole its really best if we just stay friends Saturday afternoon, and after a ( Read more... )

so first date went extremely well. :-D. I think non stop good conversation for 2 hours over tea was a very good start. and there is going to be a #2 and it will hopefully be this weekend.

I'm really Happy. :-)

Wow....so college.

Pretty much I'm extremely busy being a music major. Algebra sucks ass becuase I have a grad student who doesn't teach very well and we only get 3 major grades one of which I already faild SOOOOOO..... lets hope this works out. I'm practicing a lot, my technique ONCE AGAIN is changed around but for the good. I'm working on the ( Read more... )

I've been really bitchy lately....not like to people but just the thoughts I've had lately .... about other people, people I don't even know..its really bad I suppose.. I think if I was a girl I'd be a bitch....hmmm ok w/e...that was random

anyway .... yay college!! I'm last min packing to leave on Friday, all the excitement of leaving home is gone ( Read more... )

So after my fourth sitting of actually having time to read this week and buying the book on Monday. I finished.

JK ROWLING is a genious I beleive. I LOVED this book. the twists and action and excitement. I really enjoyed it. The Epilogue....ehhh...w/e

Mrs. Weasly made me laugh out loud BITCH!!!!! that was soooooo unexpected.

it feels wierd that its ( Read more... )

Went to the library today to find cd's of the orchestra rep for ECU Symphony auditions and I came across Midori's Dvorak Violin Concerto ... i picked it up thinking...this should be good....

MIDORI"S DVORAK VIOLIN CONCERTO IS HOTT SHIT!!! OMG!!! I"M OBSESSED WITH IT!!!

in other news.....I'm contemplating giving a recital somewhere in Fayetteville ( Read more... )

People REALLY piss me off sometimes. I guess I have really strong fealings for some issues, which obviously means something. IDK. people are sooo ignorant and to know that probably a good majority of the people at ECU might feel the same way really saddens me. What kind of world are we coming to where, people just can't be accepting and put aside ( Read more... )