Ahhh... last day before Summer vacation really begins. =) I actually have plans for the summer! I won't just be sitting around all the time! I won't gain weight and get fat! *happy dance* So, my plans are basically hanging out with the and 24/7 so we can get more things done. We have to record some songs with my vocals, and we've still gotta take ( Read more... )

Michele didn't confront me. Hell, she stayed as far away from me as possible. Gerardo says it's because she thinks I'm mad at her and she knows I could kick her ass. Well, I'm still furious at her from when she cheated on Ricardo... but that's been a while, and if I haven't acted on my anger yet, then I probably won't ever. But hey! She doesn't ( Read more... )

The title is a quote from Ricardo that's stuck in my mind all night. He says he has something he wants to tell me, but he can't tell me. I said; "Maybe it's something I want to hear." and he said; "Yeah... but it just isn't the right time yet." O.o o.O I swear, he's going to be the reason I get admitted into the Funny Farm by the time I'm 16 ( Read more... )

Interesting day... I'm failing algebra, but I'm not too concerned about it. I can bring that grade up easily. The big problem? Missing assignments. I swear it wasn't just me being lazy this time! I was actually absent a lot, so ( Read more... )

Haha, listening to Bleeding Through right now... I was about to start screaming along, but that wouldn't exactly be smart, would it? I mean, the choir concert is a few hours away... FUCK! My dress is still at school!! Dammit! I hope Mr. Abramson is in a good mood so he'll let me go and change into it. Hell, I hope it's still there! I did everything ( Read more... )

Stayed home today. Stupid dentist... messing up my mouth like that... It still hurts, and I'm still pissed. I'm even more upset at the fact that I've already missed more school than I'm supposed to... and I honestly have no desire to miss anymore. How else am I going to stay even slightly sane?? I need to see my friends... and my Ricardo ( Read more... )

Today was hell. Pure. Fucking. Hell. I seriously wanted to kill myself it hurt so bad ( Read more... )

I had a good weekend for once. I seriously had a good weekend! And then suddenly today it stopped. I guess it just finally hit me this morning... My mom's got a new guy she's seeing... and she's making the same mistake she did last time! She's moving really really fast! Sure, she says that she's not going to introduce him to my brother and I ( Read more... )

Once again... WHY do I update this first thing in the morning when nothing good has happened?? *le sigh* I do not know, sir ( Read more... )

Ohh, wow... Jami's fighting with her boyfriend. Apparently he's been visiting his ex girlfriend and he's been trying to keep it from her. She's on the phone screaming at him now. Damn... me and my stepsister have gotten really close over the past few months, and now I just want to say something to her to make her feel better. I'm used to helping ( Read more... )