...where you just can't stop thinking, no matter how hard you try or how much you want to. I don't want to be at work anymore, but I don't want to go home. I hate this feeling.

It's amazing what people will do when they think no one is looking.

"What I learned ( Read more... )

These days ( Read more... )

So next wednesday, I turn the big 2-7. For some reason I am having great difficulty with this. Shouldn't I have a house and more than 100 bucks in my bank account? Shouldn't I have benefits and awesome pay? Shouldn't I have furniture that doesn't have missing pieces, holes, tears, etc.? Shouldn't I have a car that my parents don't have to pay my ( Read more... )

Why is everyone acting so strange lately, including myself?
Must be something in the water...

And can you live with what you know about yourself,
when you're all alone, behind closed doors,
the things we never said but we always knew were right there.
It's got me on my knees in a bathroom,
praying to a god I don't even believe in,
"Dear jesus...are you listening?"
If this is the one chance that really matters,
don't let me fuck this up.

Part One ( Read more... )

Part One ( Read more... )

Corey said I looked cute and it made my day.

Making pinto beans is really hard.

More to come....