Its weird to look back on my life in highschool and realize how much as changed while so little has. Im graduating from college in may, I stayed in scranton, and I feel exactly how i did in highschool. Still gots the ishes going on, even though i have more of a reason for them now (thanks freshman 15 that never came off). but now, i have no life ( Read more... )

so its been almost a year...i dont think anyone reads this anymore, but who knows...maybe if i write in this thing ill actually remember college..

i dont know why my life is so scrwed up i hate college. i absolutley freaking hate it. i loved it, it was awesome. i love ceratin aspects of it. buti must have a tendency to get screwed over a lot because nothing else seems to be happening. so now im going to vent about wha tis bothereing me the most at the moment. i really really really liked this ( Read more... )

okay so since im staying over in mccourt again i forgot my journal again also so im re updating this sort o f becaus im am also as confused as fuck again and its pretty not sweet. so basically i really like this kid mike cosgrove. like i like him a whole lot. its how i got over mike wolansky being a total ass and hooking up with marny. multiple ( Read more... )

With one or two I get used to the room ( Read more... )

so i had my itunes on random cause i just neededthat random song that you here which just completes your day and dont forget to rember me comes on. and i started to cry. i cant believe i left things the way i did. i should have fixed things. i shouldnt have just left. i really shouldnt of. every one has every right for hatingme. ive been throwing ( Read more... )

wow it has been so long since i worte in this. but since my roomate enjoyed reading my diary, i actually decided to resurect this because it is probably much safer. seeing as only the whole world cansee it lol. but college is absolutley amazing with only some slight drawbacks. F.I.R.S.T. was amazing, it was the best service expierence of my life ( Read more... )

its so weird. im still the same, but im so different. i feel like i havent changed at all, yet if you look at me last week, i feel like im completely different. a person i thought i wouldnt be able to function without, i havent talked to in a week, and hardly notice it. i felt like she was my only firend, but not having her here makes me realize ( Read more... )

i havent updated in so long and for somereason i just felt stricken to today. so i finally decided that im going to go to scranton next year. im so happy, but just to be getting out of lauralton and suburbia in general, somewhere where no one knows my sisters before they know me. i am sad to be leaving behind my mom and family however. im so used ( Read more... )

so basically this was the most amazing weekend ever. i officially ended all ties in a lingering relationship that just needed to die. and that was friday. then i finished writing my macbeth paper, which only had to be three pages. yet mine is 16. go figure. so that took forever, but i showered and straightened my hair so it would be all set for ( Read more... )