i hate life. especially now. stupid teachers. to omuch stuff. must go die. i will stop i will stop i will stop (or just tell someone)

Your life plays out on the shadows of the wall
You turn the light on to erase it all
You wonder what it's like to not feel worthless
So open all the blinds and all the curtains

yeah so i know i havent written in a while but w/e i just kinda need to wirte, you dont have to bother reading. but i am goning to try to update more often to avoid these really long updates but reading it and helping me would be nice

• so my sister has a really amazing boyfriend. he is the sweetest boyfriend ever. and to everyone. while hse was ( Read more... )

( MASSIVELY HUGE AND WAY OVERDUE UPDATE )

can the wolrd fukcing die? im sick of selfish self absorbed assholes who only give a fuck aboutt themselves. i wish senior year was just over, because IT SUCKS WICKED MAD LARGE AMOUNTS OF ASS and im sooo not exagerating. GAH! btw--shelby=♥, but scrw=andheartssemicolon

yeah so um im happy, because allthough it has sucked masivley i have completley stuck to my plans until now, and since i hav eno other option, i will have to untill 4:30, so then from 6-8 also. so yeah i fell nice today, even though my day has sucked. massivly huge sdmi.y face. yeah i cant type

okay so i now have new deadline of thanksgiving, so i better get there quick. epopel who are in school with me (basically, nicole) who im with need to remind me of this and not let me go crazy k thanks by

i hate this and i hate me. i just wanna be nice and tinybut noooooo, im just a gaitn blubber. so yeah major diet fasting time untill im skinny.

In my heartsent my confession my condolence ( Read more... )

yeah so we are back to the usual school year rants becuase i hate lauralton and especially the poeple who go here so w/e i meen ill try to get my mom to consider foran but shell just be all like its your senior year just suck it up for the rest of the year, but we all know how well that works, i meen im already more into drinking than i ahve been ( Read more... )