i started using my leg magic today.
i did 20 and my legs feel like jelly already lol
but its all but of the training.
and when i'm done i'll have kick ass legs.. pamela anderson eat ur heart out!!

my brother came home today.
for good.
argh.
i know what your thinking..just talk to him.
well its not as easy as it seems.
not even close.
i dont think i even want to.
i dont know what i want from him.

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im in a predicement ( Read more... )

gold lounge is the best thing to have ever been invented.
why wouldn't you want to watch a movie in comfy recliner chairs, while being served real food and alcoholic beverages?
and best of all, you get to sit in a specially enclosed area that makes u look superior to everyone else.

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In other news..

it is 11 days till chi chi's birthday!!!!

I've never had any regrets until now.
I feel dirty.
Scum.
Worse than scum.
The mold that grows on scum.
The germs and bacteria and decay that cause the mold that grow on scum.
That wasn't me.
It couldn't have been me.
Thats not what i want to be.
I vow to change.

thanks for inviting me out on saturday night.
it was much appreciated.

not.

i want school again. a working life sucks. its the same shit every day.