I just looked at my money situation. I'm going to get about $90 in a paycheck tomorrow. I need to pay at least $43 to my credit card by the 8th. $102.59 is coming out on the 5th or so for my health insurance. And I currently have about $200 in my account ( Read more... )

So begins the adventure on the new anti-depressant. Today is the first day of the Effexor, so I'm not expecting any changes for at least a week. But here's hoping I don't get crazy random side effects.

i'm so done being fucking depressed. i really can't fucking handle this shit anymore.

WARGHALBLARGH

Depression.

Blows.

Job interview tomorrow. But it is a job I don't want. And I'm still stressing about it, even though I don't want the job.

Wtf brain?

Fuck depression ( Read more... )

On the way home to the Wedding, I got into that bad headspace that I try to type about on my phone. It was very stressful. Just crappy job/money stuff. So that was a good start to the weekend being emotional ( Read more... )

First off, I'm typing this from my phone, so if it didn't make sense, that's why. (Swype hates me ( Read more... )

This job is getting more and more... not so much stress... but just draining. It is tedious. So tedious. And it doesn't change. Like... even with tedious jobs like retail you get to change the people you interact with, you get to learn about new products... this job though is so tedious. Everyday I go in and i do the same four positions in rotation ( Read more... )

(not in a like depressed or pissy or anything kind of way, just a general statement...)

I'VE GOTTEN SO FAT.