OMFG I SHOULD HAVE LOOKED INTO GETTING A NEW CREDIT CARD BEFORE STARTING TO USE THIS ONE AS AN ACTUAL NOT PAYING IT OFF EACH MONTH CARD ( Read more... )

SO EXCITED ( Read more... )

I probably have a job. Starting in 10 days. At Dan's work. Part time, $10 an hour, hours extremely unpredictable. But at least it's something and it's a start.

Though, I still haven't heard officially yet.

I'd be better off bashing my skull into a brick wall than trying to find a job anymore.

I really don't know what to do at this point.

ARGH. Cramps. Isn't Birth Control supposed to fix that?

That is all.

I wish I could just give up on the job search. Every job I look at requires (or "prefers" which let's face it, in this economy means requires) more experience than I have. And I keep applying. And I keep applying. And I KEEP APPLYING. And I've only managed to get a singular interview, and that's only because they were a brand new store opening up ( Read more... )

I am having a colonoscopy today and they've made me take a super duper laxative type thing. It was fine earlier, I pooped until I pooped nothing but clear liquid. However, no cramping or feeling pain or hurty ouch. But now I wake up in the middle of the night, pooping my brains out and feeling like I got run over by a shit truck ( Read more... )

I'm exhausted. I think my new birth control is wrecking havoc on my mental and emotional state. I CAN'T stop crying. All the time. Over literally nothing. And I'm exhausted. I'm tired of being this mess. I'm NOT this much of a mess ( Read more... )

Yesterday marks 2 years that Dan and I have been together. And I am continually amazed at how wonderful our relationship it.

That is all.

I should probably post about life here in Greenville and all... but it's not that thrilling. I look for a job. I clean the apartment. I play video games. I cook. So.. that's all there really is to being down

I fucking lost my wallet like a champ. totally have no idea how ( Read more... )