*breathes in*

[strangemelodies]

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why have i been so afraid for so long? my god. this is the year of change. i can feel it in my bones.

all this is thanks to the past year. this past year has been so incredibly good for me.

it bums me out if i focus on what could have been. what could have happened if i lit that fire under my ass 5, 4, 3..2 years ago.

but i can't focus on that.

in

Comments

[kelliebeth]

Everyone is different and things happen for us on our own time table. I know how it feels to think "what if" and to feel like I'm not where I should be in relation to "normal" people...
But we're alive, isn't that what matters? Our lives have ups and downs, just like anyone else. It is hard though, I start to feel motivated, feel like I can make some changes with just a little bit of help... and then the help isn't there. Frustrating...
We just gotta keep on trucking, I guess.
And be proud of any success or happiness that you find, no matter how small. =)