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i feel nauseous.

and i haven't gone to sleep yet.

and i don't think i'm going to.

and i plan to get a haircut this morning.

and i'm thinking short choppy bangs.

and hair dyed black.

and getting my streaks redone.

i wants a new look...and i wants it NOWz.

*bites nails*

i bought super cute, super cheap dress at wal-mart...ITS REVERSIBLE! =o

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nothing in particular..don't think ( Read more... )

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I've been laying in bed for the past hour...under my covers, lights off, tv off...TIRED. EXHAUSTED. SLEEPY.

i get so tired i can't sleeeep.

^this^ is quite the train of bull.

so dying, huh? does it scare the shit out of you? me. not so much. well, i think everyone has some fear. no matter what they say. but for me its not anything that really ( Read more... )

afi dallas starts up today. missing another year. god damn. angering. oh well ( Read more... )

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zoop.

boop.

BANG.

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why have i been so afraid for so long? my god. this is the year of change. i can feel it in my bones.

all this is thanks to the past year. this past year has been so incredibly good for me.

it bums me out if i focus on what could have been. what could have happened if i lit that fire under my ass 5, 4, 3..2 years ago.

but i can't focus on that.

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i chose veggie skallops over going out tonight.

good call, i say.

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last monday was spent at barley house. what a fun night. well, for the most part. it wasn't without its moments. boy, were those some moments.

the whole band was there(muah, rusbel, andres, alex..) as well as chelsea, adam, danny, and mark.

romp almighty played a set then we played a few songs then romp almighty went back on. i love them. such ( Read more... )