My spanish family (or lady) is lovely.
but she walked me to a gym and told me I should join so I can someday be a normal size.
I feel like the ugliest girl in madrid. What am I doing here if I{m so damn offensive to the eye?
Day 3: I still love Toledo. Also,I crawled under a rock and died.

It's almost 3AM.
I can't sleep.
I'm dangerously into this episode of justice league.  DANGEROUSLY.

This is the girl moving to Spain?

This should not have been authorized.  ;)

I just got the strangest email of my life. I'm concerned aboutmy friend, truly I am. I'm leaving though and I'm trying to help this friend along...being an adult is tough shit, I'll never get it right and I bet I'd be bored if I did. I figure life is about constantly trying though. So, I don't know what to say anymore. My friend is up to bat ( Read more... )

The silence in the east is unbearable.

It's official. Yes, I have officially found the world's most frightening feeling. It's the feeling you get after that first conscious step to letting down your guard. Maybe this isn't scary to everyone, but when you're a girl like I am, and you've just recently eliminated your secret life and you've spent the last 5 years building up an ( Read more... )

Fior the second night in a row, my email has royally fucked me over ( Read more... )

I understand fully how upsetting my actions are to my friends. Especially right before I leave a place. I just want to detach myself and make it easy, which in the long run is bad for me and only me. I understand that I'm hurtful, and I'm really very sorry to all of you. In trying to leave there have been things that pull me away, family shit, ( Read more... )

last night was pretty strange.
Fo'real.

I'm in a lot of pain. It's sort of terrible but only for a few days.

I enjoy Coke Zero. no joke.

I need a nap.

Two weeks from tuesday.

I will be working for this little guy in Australia.


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Oh man...CANADA. The trip shall happen. Why? Because Canada is the Bee's Knees, son.

Hassles with getting my Australia Passport, but never fear, it should all be under control. I hope.

Working as much as possible until I leave. I think I'll work until the 15th and I leave chicago the 26th so, you know, watch out.

all my lovin'...