There's just too much pain and sadness.
I hurt so much inside.

Death to all attachments.
It's the only way I'll find peace.

"The weakest places in me as a child are some of the strongest places in me as an adult. They are strong now in spite of being weak then. It's not the wound that determines the quality of your life; it's what you do with the wound- how you hold it, carry it, dance with it, or bury it. Life is what happens as you live with the wounds. Life is not a ( Read more... )

Sorry To Myself

"For hearing all my doubts so selectively and ( Read more... )

It's true. There are so many different, unique aspects of my psyche. I can be the confident, sexy woman one moment and a frightened, misunderstood teenage girl the next. And that's not even all of me. ;) My question is, where do we find stability, knowing that we and things around us are always changing? This is something I've been exploring in ( Read more... )

"Losing an illusion makes you wiser than finding a truth."

-Ludwig Borne

I've been feeling so sad these past two weeks. I need to start focusing on what makes me happy... So here goes ( Read more... )

Every day I wake up to this hurt in my heart. It's like a part of me knows that it's really over and I want so bad to move on, but I just feel so damn hurt. I feels like this pain is constantly a shadow by my side, threatening to completely take over and drown me in grief. Every day I think about calling Dark Huntre and telling her how I feel. But ( Read more... )

My mom flew in Wednesday night to spend her spring break here with my grandparents and I. All my friends adore my mom and Thursday night we went out to eat at Wild Abandon and then had drinks at Crush. It was such a wonderful time! There were nine of us and it felt so good to be surrounded by so much love. My friends are my family, too ( Read more... )

I don't mean almost as in it was only a few feet away, I mean almost as in if I had waited to jump back even a split second later, I would have been hit by the damn thing ( Read more... )

I've been okay today. I haven't felt like I'm completely falling apart and I was able to not obsess so much on how hurt I feel over what Dark Huntre told me last week ( Read more... )