I miss the times when I used to be nothing but a mere puppet. Even though I've rebelled from that phase, when I think about it now, it was so much easier back then. Back then when I didn't need to think, back then when I didn't need to make decisions, back then when I didn't need to have a point of vu. Needless chatters. I shouldn't complain, I've ( Read more... )

I decided to drop by for the fun of it. But where is the fun when I have nothing to rant on about?

I'm in a state where everything feels blurry. I am not hit by a sickness whatsoever, but I can't think straight, and that's the second point on my Hate list. I hate when I can't think straight. No, I'm not in love. No, I'm not infatuated. No, I'm not ( Read more... )

And here goes. 2009. What a joyful event, but also an atrocious one to those who have lost someone in the year that was 2008.
To those who are the latter, never fall behind.

Remember, a new year have come, forcibly meaning new events, encounters, joys, sadness. But all in all, that's what life is all about. Now, why isn't there a God when we all ( Read more... )

The one thing I dislike the most... is backstabbers. Today, I was chatting with a friend, and she told me two of her experience, hence the 'one thing I dislike the most ( Read more... )

Good morning. Speaking of mornings, I've never really been an early waker, but, recently, I wake up with the sun .. approx 6h30am ( Read more... )

I feel like my life itself is a fiction. I create things in my head and try to convince myself that it's a real thing.
It's pretty pathetic.

How can I change this bad habit? I wonder. Most probably it won't change at all.

Well... Recently, I have been more active on internet, which is not normal, because school already started... not like I need to go to school, but I have to drive my little sister every morning, and it's quite annoying, but it's for a good reason. If I want to get out of the house, I have to prove to my parents that I know how to live without all ( Read more... )

I deleted every previous entries... Rereading myself, I sounded like a spoiled brat. Maybe, I am one, but my pride says no. So, I'll write what I think in different ways now. I'll be more polite and less complicated. 
I had a recent conversation with a good friend I met on LJ, and frankly, I do like exchanging letters with her. She asks me stupid ( Read more... )

This is my first post to livejournal... and, I've heard, from a friend, that livejournal is a good source of stress relief.. well, as long as you keep yourself anonymous, so I told myself, 'why not?'. To start with my first post, people can call me strangled-kun ^^ . And I'm a boy.