So today was pretty good. Zach picked me up this morning and took me to Jamba Juice, then to school. I started school at 12 and it was basically a short day. I think tomorrow will be even better cuz I will be picked up by Zach and we will go to Jess' house to have some breakfast. Then, after that!!! I get to go over to Zach's house after school. ( Read more... )

Roses may be red,

Violets may be blue,

I may like to play with dogs,

But I don't like to clean their poo.

Ok, so I really want to go do SOMETHING today, so it isn't the second day of me sitting on my ass all day. So I call up Jerrad and ask him if I can "Be a loser and tag along with him to Sun Splash" and he says that he would prefer that I don't. So, I am way kool with that, I mean I'm understanding (normally). Then he calls up later and says, "I ( Read more... )

Everyone I know must have already found out that I think about things way too much. If you don't, well you know now. So lately, I have been thinking about this one thing, pretty much the whole day. I don't know what to decide, and I don't know what to do about it. I start to think that I sould do one thing untill I know what I'm doing, but then I ( Read more... )

Here is life...

Watch it pass you...

Or have fun and slow time...

I choose to party it up and make my mistakes...

But right now I have to wait for an opportunity to party it up...

Untill then, I shal sleep eat and stay online constantly through out the day.

Ok, so im pretty annoyed cuz Im at Jerrad's house and he is being REALLY emo. I used to think I was emo, and now I see what he is really like. I dont really like how he is acting cuz he just goes to his room and shuts the door and blairs his music; oh, and the last time I tried to go in there he slamed the door in my face, so now I have a big red ( Read more... )

So today was pretty much the worst best day so far. Wat I mean is that today was good, butt it was the worst good day I've had for a while, so I'm pretty happy today, compared to the last few days. I hope nothing goes wrong and makes my day a bad bad day. Butt if it does I will let all my readers know. LOL, talk to yall later.

Hey, uhh... today is a lil better, butt its still pretty bad. It seems like every day I want to talk abt this one subject and learn that everything is fine, butt every time I do talk abt it with him, all I learn is that Im obsessed wit him, and I feel there is less and less of a chance for what I want. And when I talk to other people abt this ( Read more... )

Have you ever thought "What if this doesn't happen, and it's all MY fault!" Yah... well thats wat I'm feeling right now. I hate this. Today, my friend Kim said that she hates life and her life sux. All I could think is 'I'm happy that I don't feel that way,' butt now... I do feel that way.

N there are people who will ask me if Im ok, and I just say ( Read more... )

Oh my gosh, wat is happening to me. I love him so much and no one understands. I think I will have him 4ever and that he is ALWAYZ mine, then I go and fuck everything up in abt all of an hour. Now I feel for him like he will never know, and him? Well he is moving along very nicely. He has met someone who he is now dating, and he doesnt love me back ( Read more... )