Life has brought me to where I am today, though it's not exactly ideal, I've come to love it. Everything happens for a reason and for some reason, my road turned down this path and I am here. Carefully planning a road trip isn't my style, I like to let it ride and see where things take me. I would NEVER have expected myself to be here, but for ( Read more... )

I was a soldier for pre-halloween... it was so cute. and it's totally coming back on tuesday. I'm back at this indescribable feeling. I want to not care again. I want to be sane, I want my old life back. I'm hurt, again and I can't do anything but blame myself. There's so much shit to sort through I'm just not doing it. I don't want to do this ( Read more... )

so things are basically AMAZING out here. I absolutely love school right now. Maybe it's because I've been completely wasted for everynight since wednesday night. I've met so many great people. I really wish that this would've happened a lot earlier in the year. NICK is coming up today to put the icing on the top of a great week. I don't know what ( Read more... )

it's so funny how things end up. Karma is a BITCH. it's just nice to be on her good side for a change ( Read more... )

it's so funny how things end up. Karma is a BITCH. it's just nice to be on her good side for a change ( Read more... )

silly hoe.

As I look back on the past few weeks, I realize how amazing they've been. I've been nothing but happy. I'm so loving the summer. There's been nothing but a whole lot of hanging, with the two most amazing people i know, drinking with the two most amazing people i know, and basically that's it. Time changes people, and who I am today isn't because of ( Read more... )

all i can really say is that i'll be up tomorrow to deal with everything as much as i don't want to. i never wanna wake myslef from this nightmare i can't do anything beisdes have faith have faith in those that i love because you both mean everything to me. i needed tonight, to let it all out, i needed tonight to let it all go, and watch me wake up ( Read more... )

Theres something I have that you'll never know...
Theres something inside of me I had lost until now.
Theres something inside of me that you'll never know.
Theres something I have that I'll never understand.

So I passed everything... I should maintain my super 2.0 GPA! woot woot! know whats amazing? I passed classes I only went to like 6 times this semester. Gotta love UMass. I'm totally changing that habit next fall. I'm actually going to try, and stop thinking of college like I thought of high school as just another thing to get through. If I stay ( Read more... )