As you all know, I am a HUGE fan of analyzing the mysteries of life.  I just have to say that I give this great world props for creativity.  With all of these twists and turns, how can you be bored?  I breathe the fresh damp air of life deep into my lungs, and give a great shout of humble acceptance ( Read more... )

I feel so lost right now.  I'm not quite sure what I want out of life ( Read more... )

Last night was great.  I saw so many of my friends... THAT is why I go to parties.  My friends are amazing ( Read more... )

My thoughts are scattered, my brains collide (more than one as I look inside). Separated from time and space, somethings missing, impossible to replace. Where is this? Who are you? Do I do what you want me to do? Sinking fast and fading slowly, leaving a piece behind. Running through an endless tunnel. Unwind, unwind, unwind.

I see the night,
creeping upon me;
no warning. No idea.

The day is gone,
my eyes grow heavy;
Where.To.Go.
What.To.Do.

Exhaustion plagues my existance.
Confusion enhabits my soul.
Where the light once was,
darkness has fallen.

A new day begins
unlocking my freedom.
Fly away, now.
Fly away.

October 16th, 2006

Why does EVERYTHING have to be so damn complicated? Human interaction just doesn't make sense to me. I had an amazingly good day, but man, when one thing goes wrong, boy does it go wrong. And the thing is, it didn't even go wrong, it just wasn't what I expected it to be--given, it was pretty much opposite, but whatever. Some things I just need ( Read more... )

Pain throws your heart to the ground. Love turns the whole thing around. No it won't all go the way it should, but I know the heart of life is good.

I hate the way I am feeling right now...the inconsistency. Why do we freak out about everything all the time? Ok, something happens that is really amazing, and then little things happen that do not take away from that amazing experience, and really don't have anything to do with you, and we question, we QUESTION that amazing experience and freak ( Read more... )

This has been/will continue to be "hell week: Part 2." Papers, projects, zines, tests, etc...it is insane! Last night was one of the most stressful nights I have had in a long time, and today started out so badly! Luckily, thanks to a few friends (you know who you are... :) my day got considerably better! The sun is shining and I am doing ( Read more... )

Strawberry21209 (11:42:32 PM):I am going to get to know him and see what happens, but I am continually reassuring myself that I have bad taste in men by the choices that I make ( Read more... )