i'm 20 years old and i have had 6 surgeries. That is more than some people have in their entire lives. I got my wisdom teeth pulled yesterday morning, and now my jaw (but only the right side) is completely swollen. I look ridiculous. Like another person.. with a fatter face. lol. So therefore life has been kind of boring lately. The day before my ( Read more... )

i am currently waiting for marium to come over, so we can go grab a late lunch at this vegetarian indian restaurant. sooo good ( Read more... )

stole this from the love of my life - michelle :), and yes. i'm very bored ( Read more... )

So i have been kind of confused as to how i feel about the whole Bart situation these days, because our vacation was so perfect, yet it was over. However, today i talked to him, and we said that we can see what happens when i come back from London. So for now, we aren't together, but we will keep the possiblity open when i return. This makes me ( Read more... )

i got what i wished for. i wanted to be loved, and i was. it was the perfect vacation. he is my prince charming, and i will always love him.

and i wish i could return to paradise.

i get to see Bart in a week, yet i'm not excited. It is draining. I am constantly depressed about our situation. He says he loves me, and wants to be with me, but he isn't. I understand it is kind of hard for us to be together, but it is not impossible, and if it was something he actually wanted, he would pursue it. I would give up a lot for that ( Read more... )

so. i'm kinda stressing out. this summer has been a constant rollercoaster of ups & downs with bart. the distance by itself makes me lose my feelings for him, which i am thankful for, but then other times, when i talk to him, it's back to where i started. i will be the first to admit that this boy has me wrapped around his finger, and it sucks. i ( Read more... )

On friday night i hung out with Chris. We spent the afternoon together, just talking about life.. etc. We went to go see the new Harry Potter movie, but ended up walking out half-way through bc it was so bad. Nothing can beat the books. And they shouldn't try ( Read more... )

i don't know what's wrong with me. i'm just so tired. so drained lately. maybe it's all the work. and all the school. i haven't done anything for me lately. but here's the thing. even when i have time to do stuff "for me" i have no desire. i haven't attended ultimate in 3 weeks. i can't remember the last time i went out and did something fun with ( Read more... )

Summertime is here. I'm back to working at the Kennel again. Today is my first day off since i have started. (thank god). I am excited though, because last night i pretty much organized chris & i's trip to europe... it looks something like this ( Read more... )