i've been watching a lot of chick flicks lately, and they have caused me to contemplate what i actually believe about love. I've never been in love, and i know that, but is that because love doesn't even exist? Okay, maybe i'm taking it a bit far by saying it doesn't exist, but, does the stuff that happens in the movies EVER happen? I don't believe ( Read more... )

every relationship is solely based on communication. people say that trust is the key, but you can't have trust without communication. in order for a relationship to excell, you need to be able to talk to each other. be honest, and express your feelings, because without that, the world is one fucked up place of mixed signals. and mixed signals are ( Read more... )

charleston was a lot of fun. Baby josh is the cutest baby i've ever seen. Most babies are kind of hesitant to interact with people they don't know, but the minute josh saw me, he gave me a book and was like "one more?". cutest thing ever ( Read more... )

Tomorrow i'm headed to Charleston for a "girls" weekend with my family. I think it will be a good break from everything going on here (not that much is going on here.. ) but that's besides the point. I love Charleston. Its a beautiful town and i only hope that maybe someday i can live there. I have to admit, that it would be awesome. I'm not a huge ( Read more... )

it's funny because people think i'm such a strong person. Even my best friend thinks that the only time i've ever cried was during a movie. The truth is, i just can't cry in front of anyone. I can't show them how vunerable i really am. I guess i feel like there's no way i can cry because if i did cry, i would cry all the time. The truth is, the ( Read more... )

it was weird. tonight i went out and played sports in our cul-de-sac. just the way we used to. only everythign is different now, for everyone's so grown up.. and most of the people that were there before are gone now. kinda sad actually. but hey, it was still a good time. i suck at baseball, but frisbee was fun ( Read more... )

i dunno. this summer is kind of boring me. i'm looking forward to going back to wooster. that scares me though, because what is going to happen when i graduate. I can't be so dependent on this school for happiness ( Read more... )

i can't deny that i love it when i'm with him ( Read more... )

yea. i'm fucked up ( Read more... )

so let me tell you about my wonderful weekend ( Read more... )