well shit this journal has a new owner and its me....

this is gone.

I have a new username.
Livejournal.com/users/fakeflowers/

<3 add me and stuff

this is really hard. Its coming down on me. I hate the fact that i feel like he doesnt care that im gone. Its so fucking hard because im trying to say forget it, the one i thought i knew would never do this to me. It's still tearing me apart. Maybe you are jsut caught up in your life right now, and you are getting self involved. I tell myself that ( Read more... )

even though i have really good friends right now sometimes i feel like i cant compete. and i cant really. because its will never be the same with me as it is for you two. and thats sad. but i cant change that ( Read more... )

Last night we had a slumber party. Tay colin manda jerry and i. Saw lots of people alst night. We went to panera and spent my 15 dollars on a big ass meal for me and manda. Anddd then went to see scooter play. Chris short was there. And britt met us up there. How i miss her. She went shopping, so were having a clothes trade soon ( Read more... )

so last night was rilo kiley. me and manda got up early got hair dye, with her bed head. searched for those blakc flip flops. failed. dyed hair. im back to black ( Read more... )

i've missed this song.
so today me and manda and john went to arundle mills to meet up with mike.
shopped. and i watched.
i did get new head bands and barettes from wal mart later though.
black flip flops have dissapeared forever.

i also got to see jerry. i <3 him ( Read more... )

i dont like how you talk about him. seriously.. you should stop because it makes me feel like throwing up ( Read more... )

Last night mike from the blood bros show came to waldorf. We played at the satellites. it was scurry. beyond scurry. It was nice though, im just happy we did something instead sit around. hope he had fun, he was super nice. and can dance .. and wheres good jeans.we also played twister.which was amazing like always. Manda and i were up late. Then ( Read more... )

tennis like what.


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