well i have a new livejournal username. it's 
littledd
so there...

hmm somehow i feel like ive been tricked into finally letting some people know how i feel about friends and how its affecting me...and i feel like everything i told them has been passed on to those people..its not a good feeling at all. so now added on to the replacement is a nice feeling of backstabbing and trickery. and amberly this is definately ( Read more... )

today was a pretty damn good day. except for the part of me nicely asking to go up to see ivo, and realizing once again why my grandfather and i dont get along. he said no and then whatever do what you want, which of course led to me saying well mom said it was fine, and im going, then storming out of the house, slamming the door, and speeding off ( Read more... )

so lets see. im finally beginning to face the fact how many friendships ive lost. and i certaintly do not believe they are all my fault. it's not because i spend a lot of time with my boyfriend, and it is not because of my work. some of them have work too, yet they find it in their time to call eachother. they find it in their time to tell ( Read more... )

lets see...finals this week, mmm kiss my ass olp im almost through with you! had english and math finals today...failed both? i think so! wooo go me, i dont care though. two more to go! econ tomorrow, and clt on the thursday. then no school friday. and friday is when ivo's taking me out to dinner because he loves me oh so much. i got my hair done, ( Read more... )

stop corrupting people you evil, evil boy

on a happier note, tonight was fun. a girls night finally. its been just about forever since ive had one. always love fashion valley and the odd people you meet there.

goodnight ♥

ive come to realize that the only time i update this now is when im angry, mad, or more often..depressed and sad. im none of those right now, but thats what ive realized. lets see......

2006 so far has been alright. i actually got to stay out on new years which was quite the change. works been gonig alright..i get paid tomorrow which thank the ( Read more... )

christmas was good
i got uggs and an ipod shuffle from family
2 pairs of SPYs from boyfriend
plus other stuff too
and im working at NCF for a few days
today, tomorrow, and wednesday if the store's still open
i sold $3,000 today, go me
im pretty damn happy

no more obesessive
no more control
no more attatchment

i miss some old friends that i haven't talked to in a while...i want old friendships back, and that's all. :]