but i know i can prevent it and be a little less selfish.

nothing good can come from this.

 i have re-read what you wrote in my yearbook like 4 times now.. maybe about to be 5.. and im kinda jealous that your with zach...

 i like him.  this is too typical for me.

but..

at the same time i'm over mike.  so i guess i'm happy about that.
even if seeing us together on the prom dvd made my stomach hurt
i don't feel much of anything for him anymore when i see him.
i just think "must avoid," and i'll take that.

do you miss mike?
i don't.

and that's the truth.

And my friends were like, " Whatever,
you'll find someone better,
his eyes are way too close together
and we never even liked him from the start.
And now he's with that tart,
I heard she'd done some really nasty stuff
down in the park with Michael.
He said she's easy
and if your guys with someone who's sleazy
then he ain't worth your time
cause you deserve a ( Read more... )

angry 
jealous
spiteful

i don't know what to do with myself.

what do i do?

and once you are in a bad situation, you think that ANYTHING else would be better to get your mind off of it.  well its not.  don't worry.  it'll get worse.   and once again you will wish you could go back in time.

and he's sorry.  
isn't that great?
IT'S NOT OKAAYY.

fuck.

unless you tell everyone?

NO. 

what you want isn't always what you need.

it's possible that part of me really did need that.

" you're pretty awesome."

=)