At times i question myself,
For reasons i know i probably shoudnt.
Would you really love me forever?
Maybe.

You tell me you always will,
But, i cant imagine it.
Maybe.
If i change,
If i became better.

Anger and frusteration about things.
dont matter..
But i care
Maybe.

Tell me the truth,
Make me understand.
Would you really love me forever?

When I first got into magic it was an underground phenomenon ( Read more... )

well i have just been informed that i might be moving back to santa cruz. Im really upset at this moment in time, i dont know what i will do if i have to move back, i know i will get sick again and just not be good. ah shit...what am i going to do...

well that was an interesting night, never been with someone who had nightmares as bad as i have scary now we have this crazy understanding, but haha hottubs are bomb diggity fer sure haha

ah im still tired oh well just hangin out now

what a waste of fucking time, i missed 3 fucking good shows because of stupid fucking reasons jarrod is freaking out cause he just hit a deer with his car and ahhhhh wtf!! why doesnt anything ever go my way EVER!!

well friday night i guess im going to go see Mindless self indulgence, that will be fun since iv beeen dying to see them for a few yars now. Woohoo except i dont have the 20$ to get in but thats cool i guess i can ask my parents for some money or something or.. i could just ask jarrod for some money and pay him back somehow uhhh yea no idea how ( Read more... )

well check it, im waiting for nip/tuck to come on and i have a fever and shit and ahh wtf! i always get sick right when im going to go somewhere wtf!!

well arent i just little miss stoked, haha leftover crack is playing on saturday and im totally going ha and jarrod is coming too hehe score oh and seeing defiance ohio the next night up in Berkley holy shit ahh how much better. too bad i have the flu right now, i hope i get better cause id rather not be sick for the show, even though im not gunna ( Read more... )

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