this is my last livejournal post as an angsty, accident-prone, insecurely sarcastic, and occasionally witty high school student. my plights and triumphs over the last four years have been both momentarily earth-shattering and then, to my amazement and usual relief, small blips on no one else's radar. but i've felt loved and noticed. i felt like i ( Read more... )

i just want to go to college so all of this useless stress can be behind me. grrrrrrrr

the end.

i really hope this is life pulling itself together. that would be so nice.

i just went back and read livejournal entries all the way back to the new year. i said on the first day of 2007, "here's to fucking up big time and coming out okay". i think i did that... and have managed to come out okay. at least i hope. i don't know... i just feel like i need to be by myself for a little while and i can't be and it is SO ( Read more... )

1. Ever kissed a blonde haired, blue eyed person ( Read more... )

i miss the smallest details of people i used to know and it's making me enormously sad.

so today was a huge tease. there's going to be a snowstorm on friday. sometimes i want to take new england and shove a snow shovel up its sagging indecisive ass. but! for the entirety of the 12 hour UV tease i was pretty happy. school was tolerable and fleetingly amusing. i went to bfs and on a 20 minute run (really it was a 1200 second death plod ( Read more... )

so it's almost 10 on a saturday night and i'm home alone. and it's unbearably depressing. so maybe i'll go back to jillian's house even though jillian isn't there. my parents are there. i could be the cool kid that i am and go back and watch college basketball with my dad and play scrabble. orrr i could continue to sit here and be sad and lonely ( Read more... )

1. Who was your first prom date?
ryan
2. Who was your first roommate?
sophie at basketball camp
3. What was your first alcoholic drink?
champagne in vienna :)
4. What was your first job?
Writer's Express Camp Counselor
5. What was your first car?
it's gonna be a vespa, bitches
6. Who was your first grade teacher?
Mrs. Savarino <3 ( Read more... )

i <3 lisa times a trillion!!!