I went out this weekend. And i went out to meet new people mingle and have a good time. What i got was annoyance and drama ( Read more... )

sometime maybe a year from now i will take a look back
at this livejournal post;
and laugh at how we were and how we
did those things we did and how i tried to make work.

and i'll probably say i am better off now.

maybe.


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its officaly over.
for the firt time in 7 months.
this is the real deal.
damn it sucks.

i woke up with 2 swollen almost black eyes.
who new tears could do that!?!?!

so now i am patienly waiting.
for something better to come along my way.

"Giving up doesn't always mean you are weak;
sometimes it means that you are strong enough to let go."

i should walk away and let go.

: ]
last night and this morning was perfect.

i cant wait to move back to jax
so i can see him all the time lol
even though there is only one thing
in our way..............

summer and this whole year has been fading pretty fast,
and i dont feel like i got much accomplished.

I wanna do something big.
something to remember.

I miss you most on Mondays.
and on Tuesdays too.

Wednesday and Thursday I try and get by
but i must admit that i do cry.

Friday and Saturday i try to keep
you out of my thoughts.

And by Sunday i think i am over you.

But then comes Monday where i miss you most.

i am in jax
and sooo happy

he makes my day<3


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Well today was my scan ( Read more... )

Blood work needs to be done thursday ( Read more... )