I suppose I could update this thing every once in awhile, but I'm lazy. So sometimes it just doesn't work out. Let's see, what has happened lately ( Read more... )

ugh, i had too many tequlia shots lasr night. i'm not doing so well on the no drikning policy. oh well, i guess it's not that big of a deal as long as i'm not a danger to anyone. but it does negate my meds, so maybe i should cut it out for awhile. there is really no point in spending all that money for meds if i'm going to be drunk all the time. i ( Read more... )

today has been ok so far. i'm not quite as bitter as i have been this week. i was some what productive today. i got up and cleaned the home eventhough i wanted to stay in bed. i'm trying to shake off this slump i've been in for the past couple of weeks. i need to get myself in a routine again, that usually helps me avoid depression spouts. so i ( Read more... )

as the night goes on i get more and more bitter about this fucking job. if i would just get off my fat lazy ass then i could probably find another job. oh well. i'll be here till 6 in the morning waiting for harley to finish his side work. whats new. thank god he isn't closing tomorrow. as a person he is great but he is slow as molases when he ( Read more... )

this week has been super shitty. i got called into a meeting on thrusday to have an ass reeming. fun fun! apparently dawn and i are the worst people ever. the owner came in to scream at the 2 of us for about an hour. we have shitty attitudes and are lazy. he would know since he is never even here! and his sources: rusty and shannon "The golden ( Read more... )

it's offical, i'm in love with andy

ummmmm. i think i'm gonna need a new pair of panties....... :O

FUCK, ANDY IS EVEN HOTTER WHEN HE SINGS!!!!!!

we are really slow tonight so i'll probably update my journal several times....ugh. but the good news is that andy's band is playing tonight and andy is fucking hot!!!!! he makes me cream my panties! hehe! hey, i love bren, but i'm still allowed to have fantasies. it keeps the relationship alive. i'm sure he knows a couple hotties he wouldn't mind ( Read more... )

well, i'm at work, again. i think i'm going to put a tent out back...... might as well. at least i'd save on gas ( Read more... )