i wish i didnt know what i know

[streetlaw]

thought about how there is little places where we can actually say everything we want and not care about any one elses feelings but i cant even do it here why because everyone can read it. having a personal journal means having to have it 24/7 so no one can actually get to it my point? i have none really just to say that there is no place to write

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[sarila22]

one option is to water down and translate your thoughts into something new and outside yourself. poetry, fiction, music, art. some creative object that you can look at and recognize yourself, but for anyone else it's hard to see.

[sarila22]

you know, maybe!

[streetlaw]

true, but then i think one day when im dead some social worker is going to come in my room and try to read my poems and say hmmmmm this girl seems weird, crazy and im glad with all this she didn't comitt suicide lol

[sarila22]

eh. the point is to not let it all get stuck inside you. don't stress so much about what other people think. you can't stop it, can't control it, so you just gotta worry about what you can control: your own thoughts.