If you really want to hurt a person just ignore them don't talk to them don't acknowledge them, speaking from experience it feels bad denigrated as a human being man it's easier to tear down a person than what you expect should i believe this book i am reading about us being programmed like computers? that it is until we detach ourselves from ( Read more... )

thought about how there is little places where we can actually say everything we want and not care about any one elses feelings but i cant even do it here why because everyone can read it. having a personal journal means having to have it 24/7 so no one can actually get to it my point? i have none really just to say that there is no place to write ( Read more... )

never.... after visiting the crematory yesterday, will i ever consider the fact of getting creamated when i die. shoot we went looking for a cadaver and they gave us the wrong one. they had swapped the names of various people. how would you feel if years down the road you realized you were given someone elses ashes???!!!! they put you in a freezer ( Read more... )

haven't checked this in two months. i figured it would be to much reading now as far as catching up. hmm so here goes the update of my life matt yeah im not so sure about him dear sarah i think he's just playing around with me. i mean he texts sometimes and never calls. i dont know what to make of that. i really wish he were serious but maybe he ( Read more... )

i never get time to read or write on this thing any more i worked 15 hours overtime last week and as we speak i am waiting to work three things at the same time. im kind of bored to tell you the truth so there fore i decided why not make a recent entry and let the one person that reads this know that I do glance at it once in awhile. if you think ( Read more... )

hi folks! ok maybe hi to 2-3 ppl that read this. i have a couple of minutes to update this and let you know what i have been up to. I have worked about 20 hours overtime and its been tough to sleep well and eat. I managed to go work out yesterday and that makes me fell a bit better. I have been debatting weather or not I will have enough money or ( Read more... )

Saturday morning I decided I should do something to my hair maybe nothing drastic but something that would make it apppear lighter. The lighter the hair the lighter your complexion looks and really let's face it im dark enough as it is so anything that will help is gladly accepted. No, not as far as what Michael Jackson would go but you get the ( Read more... )

This month reminds me of going to school. I no longer have a place to run off to and live in denial about real life because its all over with. Even if I start Grad school it will not be the same because there are no dorms and you have to come back to your problems. That aside. I have finally managed to get the pool clean so we can swim in it. My ( Read more... )

Since the dawn of creation there has been both good & evil in the hearts of men and women. We all contain the seeds of kindness or the seeds of violence. The death of my wonderful daughter, Rachel Joy Scott, and the deaths of that heroic teacher, and the other eleven children who died must not be in vain. Their blood cries out for answers ( Read more... )

Maybe God wanted us to meet the wrong people before meeting the right one so that when we finally meet the right person, we will know how to be grateful for that gift ( Read more... )