So i'm 21! hip hip huzzah! Mark and I took the week off and are headed off the Cape cod tomorrow, hotel on the beach with indoor pool and ocean view, just me and him for 2 days, i'm excited. Saturday was our last day of work. We had some people over, ginny and missa came by for me. We had alot of people i didnt know over. I was hoping for a 21st ( Read more... )

This last week i've been on the couch. I've been sick for the past few months and for the past two weeks i havent had a single, solid bowel movement. I don't mean to gross anyone out, but i'm worried. I've been exhausted lately, especally after i eat. I throw up all the time, i'm always nausious and i feel feverish. i went to two seperate doctors ( Read more... )

I dont talk about my cousin alot. His names Mikey, he's 22 and he has down syndrome. He's a total sweetheart and the family loves him to death. He can make any occasion fun, like when we went to the big E and i was drunk with his mom, sharon and my mom. I payed for him to go on some rides even though sharon said i didnt have to. Watching him on the ( Read more... )

Last night was fun for a while but then turned very, very bad. Melissa and Rob came over, we all had fortys. We sat around and played cards, that was fun. Then Arod came over and they smoked. Melissa sat in my car listening to all the Now cd's and sang bad songs, that was fun. Arod played the keyboard, mark played the guitar and rob played bass and ( Read more... )

I worked 50 hours last week. They fired my manager for stealing, everyone else goes to school and me and Nancy are the only people with open availability so they took adavantage of us. By friday, i was so out of it with exhaustion i wasnt allowed to input prescriptions into the computer because they were afraid i would make a mistake. I asked ( Read more... )

I've been feeling really restless lately, like i can't keep doing whatever it is I am doing. I've been reading ALOT. in the past two months i've read more books than i can say I've read in the past two years. I feel really motivated but to what goal? I'm not quite sure. Mark and I have been playing guitar together, i'm trying to learn how to play ( Read more... )

Yesturday was fucking wild and fun and i am sooo happy. Started crappy, hung over and had to work. Got home, walking up the driveway and i see what i think is a large worm on my driveway, um...no it wasnt a worm it was a fucking baby snake. So i ran in the house balling my eyes out crying to mark to crush it with a cinder block, but he wouldnt and ( Read more... )

My life is really boring i've come to realize. Monday through friday i work and the only fun i have is coming home, smoking a bowl, eating my weight in cheezits and coloring. Then the weekend comes and really i've had such social anxiety i just hang out over my moms/aunts house or go out with mark and his friends. I need to make more of an effort ( Read more... )

I've been working 40 hour work weeks at cvs. No short shifts, all day every day trapped in that fucking store, coming home, cleaning, cooking dinner and hitting the hay only to do it all over again. It blows. And i wouldnt mind it so much if on the weekends i have off i'd have something to look forward to. Like...friends. Or a party. or a daytrip. ( Read more... )

So i was driving yesturday and Once upon a child, a place i applied a month ago, calls me out of the blue and calls me in for an interview today. I wasnt really looking for a job, but i said, eh what the hell i'll go. Ten minutes into the "interview" and i'm hired and starting next week. Pretty fucking sweet i should say. Worked 38 hours this week ( Read more... )