All i ever wanted was to be happy.

So just now, in like a second of clear thought i realized that i haven't felt like myself in so long. I honestly thin it happened once Mario left and i didn't hang out with him everyday. It was just one of the things he really taught me to never stop being myself and i think i just forgot once he wasn't around all the time. I realized how strange i ( Read more... )

Sometimes I think it would just be better off if i wasn't part of anyone's life.

I miss my best friend.

So is it so wrong to dwell a lot on what could have happened? Or what was given up? I don't think so, I mean everything turns out ways for reasons i guess. I'm happy with a lot of things that have happened and the stuff i'm not happy with is what i've learned from. Sometimes it just takes a few times for me to learn the same lesson. Its so weird ( Read more... )

Been a while since my last update. Oh well. Today sucked so bad, i woke up somewhat early. Shannon decided to ditch me again and not pick up her phone. Called everyone else, and everyone was pretty much busy or didn't pick up their phones. So i did nothing all day until i talked to Katie and went and hung out with her,and a bunch of other kids all ( Read more... )

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After doing some thinking today I've come to a few conclusions. Yeah high school sucks everyone knows it and complains about it but not many people say why. For me it sucks because its just learning experiences you wish you didn't have to go through, things that you wish never had to happen but in a sense needed to. In my high school years(since ( Read more... )

Last night was amazing. Lost City Angels weren't too good at all. They sounded good from what i downloaded from them and then they sounded completely different last night. They did all this screamy wanna be new hardcore shit and it bothered me. But whatever. The Eyeliners came on after them and I love the eyeliners, plus they're all hot and put on ( Read more... )

Lets see, a list of updates. Me, Gabe, Charlotte and Jen are the 845 punx and we own. Jen made me hang out with ally and some other kids, but the other kids turned out to be pretty cool. I shot guns which was cool. I hate manipulative girls and ones that suck. But i do like Annika. She just seems like a really great girl, she's nice and funny and ( Read more... )