yesterday was pretty busy. i ran about pretty much all day with various people. i hung about with amanda and then with amanda and janie... then i ended the day at the coffee house with janie where we saw a local band called van gogh sky (to my surprise they did a cover of radiohead's karma police, and i was actually okay with that for once.) as ( Read more... )

another day.... another dollar... literally, about one dollar. maybe someday i'll have a job where i will be able to pay my bills and where i will not have to totally wreck my body anymore (and they haven't been using the air conditioning and it's been like 90F+ in there). i wish i had more to write about... something more interesting. i don't ( Read more... )

sometimes i feel like i have so much to say but i just cannot seem to find the right words ( Read more... )

i've had a bit of an lj "dry-spell..." its not that i haven't had anything to talk about, i've just not been feeling up to doing this lately. i don't know if i've lost my gusto for it or what ( Read more... )

i often long for days past... times long ago. i feel nostalgic about times in which i was not even born. it's like i feel i don't belong where i am now or something like that. i'm not quite sure how to explain it... i know i am still looking for where i am supposed to be and what i am supposed to be doing and who, if anyone, i am supposed to be ( Read more... )

this morning i took my mother to an estate sale... it feels strange to rummage through someone's belongings... a lifetime of private possesions out on the lawn. it was at a small house that had obviously belonged to an elderly lady. i got wonderful things there... old things. quilts, quilt tops (i'll see if i can get my granny to finish the ( Read more... )

1. got up at 5am. went to work at 6:30 with "solar rollers" still in my hair (covered with do-rag ( Read more... )

LJ Interests meme results

1. blur:
   blur... i don't listen to blur that often anymore. i always loved the song "coffee and tv" and the video for it (with the milk carton). that was "back in the day" so to speak... when mtv played these great videos.
2. clouds:
   there is nothing better than lying in the middle of a field in the tall grass on a crisp autumn ( Read more... )

1. i was right about the scale of my incense sticks... they ARE too large for my room... i had a headache through most of the day because of that bad boy ( Read more... )

i used to feel really shitty about myself.

what the hell was wrong with me? i rock the fuck out!

i think my jumbo-ass incense sticks are too big to burn in my room *dies of smoke inhalation*