ITS WEIRD I HAD TO GO HOME TO FEEL UNWANTED AND LONELY...

I figure it is time for update on my life... I have not updated in forever. Nothing really has been going on. I haven't been spending much time at my parents house. Yes, I call it my parents house because I don't feel like I am at home here. So I have been staying with Sterling alot, and I am looking for a new job. So anyone out there know where I ( Read more... )

It is almost 3 am and I still can not sleep. I dont sleep very much anymore. I miss sleep... I miss alot of things. I am a bit bummed out right now I think it is from the lack of sleep. Last time I said I saw Dennis. We started seeing eachother again and guess what he broke my heart again. Big surprise huh? I should have known... Although this ( Read more... )

Well it is summer time once more. YAY! I am working like a normal person. Go me. I have gone to a couple of parties with Chris and I have been hanging out with my boys alot lately. I might need to cool it soon I can feel myself falling down the bad road of too much drunkeness. But I will get myself under control I always do I just need to blow ( Read more... )

I figured I need to update everyone on what has been going on with me. My grandfather passed away last monday. The funeral was Thursday, it was pretty lots of people was there lots of people loved that man. I am ok now I think... I just feel lost. He was the reason I am who I am today. He is the reason I am going to school, working, am not on drugs ( Read more... )

Geez guys I have NEVER had this many problems writing a paper... I dont know what it is about this paper I just can't get it going.

My grandfather is in the hospital. I am going to lose it soon, I know I am. I can feel it. I cant deal with all this stuff. I think I am going to dissapear for a while.

I think I messed up once more... then again that is turning out to be the story of my life. I saw Dennis again I know you guys are probably tired of reading about fucking Dennis. But I just dont know what to do with him. The both of us are not ready for a relationship but we act like we are in a relationship. We get really close then he will leave ( Read more... )

What is it about life that when it seems to be going great something comes by and knocks me on my ass? Then it takes forever to get up again. Everything is soo messed up right now I want to cry all the time. A big part of it is Dennis and the rest is just everything else. My math situation is getting sooo much worse I really just dont know what to ( Read more... )

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