You think you have known me.
You think you can hold me.
You think you still own me,

But I'm not about to let you back in.
And I'm convinced that I can begin again.
I will begin again.

Music makes me feel things.
Sometimes I want to feel and can't.
Other times I don't want to and do.

Like now. I don't want to feel any longings.
I shouldn't have listened to this playlist.
It makes me feel.

The storm subsides.
The air is warm and still,
sticking to my skin.
As I inhale the lingering scent of rain,
I think of these Things I hold;
these Things belonging to you which I gladly kept,
and now - don't know where to put.

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Olivia Camille Montgomery was a slight woman with smooth, olive-colored skin and creamy green eyes. Someone once said they were like small lagoons, the depths of which revealed stories that would never escape her lips. And oh, there were stories, but unless you were filled with yellowed pages and covered by a worn leather binding, you would never ( Read more... )

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from a pipe smoke with RyMan, a.k.a. the brother unit. he instructed me that pipe smoking is primarily meant for being quiet and reflective. so we sat under the stars by the fire pit and experienced reflection. it was quite nice.

Today I ran errands with Allie. Driving with one hand on the wheel and another holding my DQ twist cone, we rolled the windows down and listened to punk rock at deafening volumes. I like her.

:: SUMMER LIST OF EVENTS THUS FAR ::

- made a mix cd.
- avoided unpacking.
- watched movies with brother.
- drove with windows down.
- interviewed for old job.
- roasted dinner over a fire.
- hung out with grandparents.
- e-mailed parents [in honduras].
- attended improv night at clinton theatre.
- looked at stars.
- missed seattle.
- remained