K i want all the truth from you i need to know i thought we were best friends but after what i herd i dont know if its true some of those things were a lil grose but if you know what i am talking about i would like to know plz k thanx k bye

This is Samantha.

Jude, I know this is not my place to write on here because this is your journal. I just wanted to let you know something:

-It was me who took off your icon and journal background, because I wouldn't want to conduct such behavior as to advertise that we are friends when we are not.

Just letting you know.

.Samantha

I am updating because this has to be the end of it. I have to stop druling over her I have to let her go but it might take a little time but everyone be patiant with me so plz just give me a brake. I cant keep dreaming of her she has to get off my mind because if im off hers know reason that she sould be on mine and im sry that i said somethings ( Read more... )

This week end there is much to talk about. Friday we went to the movies with sam, fred, carrie, jeremy, and marci. It was a FUCKING DISASTER i hated it it killed me to see carrie and fred like that but to look at someone so beautifull and she not love me or like me anymore. She says i have a part in her life but i dont except to bother her. She ( Read more... )

Sam- What can i say we had a wonderful and horible relationship Oct 1, 2003 on wendsday i ask you out not know whats going to happen and that was the best night. Me and you have been through alot you have broken my heart and i have broken yours. We had our ups and downs i took you from your bestfriend that you knew befor me. The first time in the ( Read more... )

Today i went to school and i checked out in 3rd hour. I have like a cold or strep or flue or something i dont know but it sucks. Well my friends k and j came over and chilled with me. I hope to go back to school tom and get better. The weekend was fun but alot of drama as usual but what can i say im used to it now. My man big K is turning the sweet ( Read more... )

Today was tiring as hell shit i couldent stay awake for shit. Well after school i we went skate at windixy it was ok i guess. We came home and went to kealeb house and it fun like normal. He did a test or something idk but then he chased me around his house and we looked at cds and tony hawk. He drove me home and i am here now. Well i want to ( Read more... )

Hey hows it going well today school was short i liked it. I got home to work with scott and jeremy came over and kaeleb and adam and fred it was nice. We had fun it was pleasant. well they left and i got on the computer to find out sam wants me to leave her alone and i pissed off my really good friend(Karli). I hate seeing her sad and depressed. I ( Read more... )

Well lets see, the past couple of days have been wierd. Its had its ups and downs. Well friday was ok but boring too. Me and jeramy played a game we made r up, its called kick the ball at jeremy and jude. The concept is that we take a soccer ball and stand across the street and kick it at each other. Thats how board i was. Then we stayed the night ( Read more... )

Well today was bad. I found out that i have no chance for the team and i hate myself for that. I know what i am capable of and i need to apply myself. I have let my family and friends down and i lost some trust from some very important people. Well school was normal and i acually paid attention and learned some stuff. After school was the scary ( Read more... )