Well good news i do be getting a Ford Explorer and i am happy. I love all my friends and my g friend and family. well went skating today and i didnt do anything new but its kool i had fun well im outy so peace love you sammie josaphen

i havent updated in a long time but life is a little wierd right now but i have my friends and family and my girl friend they have all been with me through the hard times and i thank yall love yall all thanks

Well just got back from skaten and it sucked because i didnt get to do the trick i almost landed and im pissed. Well im going see my father for once in my life and im excited and happy i love him and miss him. I dont get to see sam but i know she can make money for our pics that i would love to take. I skated a rail today and got better and im just ( Read more... )

Well i am in 5th hour and i was thinking about last nigh it started off bad then got good then ended worse and sam i am sry for the was i reacted and i will work on it and i will show you that i can change. Sam you know i love you forever and always and i will make tuesday better yes 1 year and 6 months. K that night sabr session was tight its ( Read more... )

The past has been bothering me and it hurts me. All the music i listen to reminds me of it and i hate it but i love my music, its just it all relates to my past. Sam im sry but it hurts and i dont want you to be hurt so i love you but the past is hurting me and it doesnt feal good. I just had to get it out of my system because its bothering me ( Read more... )

Life is getting better as we speak, and i like it. We got our report cards and i went from a 1.4 to a 2.9 and im so fucken happy that made my month. Well i will be getting my peice of shit van sun probably and i will have a bed and neons, and 4 10' subs in that bitch it will slap your ass off. Well life is good right now so i am happy and i love ( Read more... )

I love sam with all my heart and i will try my hardest to help her. Sam when you read this this weekend and the nights with you were wonderful it felt good. I am going to bring my happeness into you life so i hope you will be happy to on your own. I can't wait till this weekend it will be amazing and i hope we work out what we talked about. Well ( Read more... )

This weekend was ok, me and fred just chillen together which we havent in a long time it was relaxation at its finest. Fri we went to rukus to by a pair of sox for me it was pointless hahaha. I did it just to drive the truck. Well sat was ok big fred was being a cock blocker hahahah but i know a lil secret about him you know it fred inside hahah. ( Read more... )

I love my fucken journal thanx k its the best

Life as we know it, it is a wonderful but horrible thing alot is messed up. I have faith that it will get better i promis to everyone. K we have been through alot and i wont lose you over something so stupid. We all make mistakes and shit and i am all about forgiveness(as you can see). Sam i love you baby girl and i am glad that we are back ( Read more... )