i've been up for almost 48 hours....can't sleep to hott, pissing me off BIG TIME, name something, anything and i can almost GUARENTEE it factors into me being up for this long adn being ths crabby..

anyways, went and saw the boys last night, and Aidan asked if he could spend the night with me, so we hung out last night and today, went to andrew's ( Read more... )

as of right now i dont want my dad to be  a part of my life...i'm so tired of him telling me he's going to help me do something and then turn around and tell my brother he's not.   He came to pick Mike up on Friday and he came in the house and was like wuts wrong with your car, i'm like needs a new transmission, he's like well at least it's still ( Read more... )

this weekend went by fast, i wanted it to be just alittle longer bcuz i had a decent weekend.  had a grad party saturday, got drunk it was so much fun.  i had a double grad party on sunday which wasn't to bad, i felt outa place bcuz it was at my mom's church and half the ppl that go are still upset that i haven't been in a couple years.

one ( Read more... )

the last couple days i have been in such a good mood and i'm not sure why..i def. like it!

I went to campus appreciation with my mom last night at umass, basically it's a big barbeque for the employees and their family and they have games and stuff for ppl to do and they also had a raffle...my mom bought some tickets didn't expect to win ne thing ( Read more... )

this weekend was so boring, absolutely nothing exciting happened.

i am so tired of being a friend of convenience....i pushed my friends aside to be taken advantage of....wtf was i thinking?

i am in desperate need of a job, and i have no clue where to go...there isn't anything around here.  I need to try to find someone who can/knows ne one that ( Read more... )

my foot is gettin better thank god, it's still all swollen and bruised but gettin easier to walk on. i'm hopeing i'll be able to play hockey next week! i'm sure as hell goin to try.

my friend Kirsten's dad was goin to look at my car last night, i was suppose to drive it over, but it didn't make it, actually it barely made it up town which isn't ( Read more... )

i swear bad luck is the only thing i have...i played hockey last night, well part of my game at least, was tryin to get the ball and the girl stepped on my foot and it instantly started to swell....i have a high tolerance for pain so for me to say that it hurt like hell takes a lot....called my mom told her i think i should go get it xrayed and she ( Read more... )

oh last night was hell....my mom and i had probably the biggest fight we have ever had.  and i freaked out.  it takes a lot for me to cry to the point of breaking out in hives and i did last night. i cried and couldn't stop shaking all night.   i cry almost everytime we fight, but last night was just hell....i dont know what to do anymore i'm ( Read more... )

Krys called me today and asked me to watch the kids monday so she could go to an interview, and then went on to say if she gets the job they were considering asking me to be their babysitter/nanny. And i have the choice to start this summer or just do it when the kids are in school.  I'm confused bcuz as much as i want to tell her i'll do it, i ( Read more... )

it's been a little while since i did an actual update on a ton of things lets see if i can cover everything

Not babysitting is still driving me nuts, but i've seen the boys a few times and everytime i go there they tell me they miss me and want me to come back. And everytime i try to leave Aidan wraps himself onto one leg, Avery wraps himself on ( Read more... )