hey everyone, thought i'd let ya know i made a new journal and will probably be deleting this one within a week the new one is Jenna_marie28 add me if u want to

i am so stressed right now, i'm literally sick to my stomach and can't stop crying today, and normally it takes a lot for me to cry, and the smallest and stupidest things are setting me off...i dont feel like myself at all, i hate this feeling.

i'm so confused and dont know what to do....

well my brother left at 4:30....i didn't want him to leave at all....i had a great weekend with him. friday i brought him to see Cheyla and Jaydan, Cheyla was so excited to see her "joshy cool-man"......we went to Kevin n Shyla's at 1 in the afternoon and we didn't leave till about 1 in the morning, i helped Shyla with the baby for a while, then ( Read more... )

my brother is home!!! we went and picked him up last night at 11....oh god was that a long and boring drive to and from the airport.....but it was worth it.  he got off the plane drunk....he was like the ride was mad bumpy, so i decided to drink...haha friggen dork.....we got back into town at 12:30 me and him went to Kevin and Shyla's house and ( Read more... )

hope everyone enjoyed their weekend...mine wasn't to bad....i dont remember wut i did saturday, so it must not have been ne thing fun.....sunday i sat around the house until about 8:30 when my mom got tired of me complaining about being bored, she told me to see if ne one wanted to go to the movies or something, so i asked emily and nicole, but ( Read more... )

well nothing has really changed with my dad and I's situation, he is still very mad at me, my brother said if my name is even mentioned he gets all pissy.  I guess my niece and my sister are coming from ohio this weekend and my dad told my brother not to tell me bcuz he didn't want me showing up there....

me and my mom got in another huge fight ( Read more... )

my older brother is coming back to mass sometime next week!!! i haven't seen him in almost a year.....i wish the reason for his visit were different. Unfortunatly his grandmother only has about 2 months left to live...so he wants to see her b4 she goes....he has to borrow money from his roomate to come, he's got an awesome roomate....just thought i ( Read more... )

MY BROTHER IS OFFICIALLY A MARINE..........he swore in on tuesday and is doing delayed entry bcuz he's still got a year of high school left, he's in for 8 years.....4 active and 4 reserve....this year is going to count as one of his reserve years......i'm so proud of my brother for doing something with his life, instead of throwing it away like me ( Read more... )

played hockey for the first time in 3 weeks on sunday and won the game for us.....we went into an extra period and one of the girls on my team told me she wanted to see my power shot and for me to end it soon.....well i ended it 2 minutes into the 4th period! i thought my team was gonna play pig pile on me...it was a nice way to come back....we ( Read more... )

my dad says i'm childish bcuz i'm mad at him for lying to me........it's nice that the person who is suppose to care about me makes me feel like shit........