it's sunday october 24th, 2004. not too much good going on right now. i'm very depressed. but it's ok. my band had a show on friday. it went insanely well. the only bad part was that ellie and molly could not be there. on saturday i went out with ellie finally. it was great. and supposedly we are gonna go out again. that would be awesome. i feel ( Read more... )

so molly and i. its great. we have such a great friendship. i love her so much. its a great feeling to have again and it feels so much different this time. i feel it hit me harder every time i think about it. she's so different and so perfect for me. we talk for hours and don't get bored of each other. she is so sweet to me and doesn't judge me at ( Read more... )

so school has now basically started. cross country is a bitch but it keeps me out of PE. band is continuing to be sweet. we have six finished songs ready for an album. college search is still going on. right now my list is Boston University, American University, Fordham University, Univeristy of Rochester, Northeastern University( in no particular ( Read more... )

so summer is over. this was the best summer ever. it lacked very few things. the only to things it lacked were "bitches" and ellie was gone for half of it. but other than that mentally and physically(haha) this summer was as sweet as they come ( Read more... )

so im at dans house right now. i havn't had an internet connection for like a week and a half now. ellie came home a couple days ago which is great. i was so glad to see her but then she up and went to ovid.haha. but its ok. i have hope that we will be going out soon. that would make my summer. i havn't talked to molly in a long time which sucks ( Read more... )

alright so things are going good. im almost done with all my "wake up early in the morning" shit. then i can relax the rest of the summer. my band had our show. it went ok. the sound was shit. i couldn't hear my guitar the whole time. it was so bad that i couldn't even tell if my sound was clean or distorted. i sang ok, but i forgot all of the ( Read more... )

alrighty, so i havnt updated in a long time. i havn't wanted to update in a long time. but im bored, and not in a particularly good mood, and i have some stuff i guess i can talk about. i got into a huge fight with my mom which ended with me leaving and coming to stay here at my dads house. she drives me crazy. i can't stand living with her ( Read more... )