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[striped_bat]

Something that lemony69 said made me start thinking

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[marzipan_pig]

I think those are all good points. FOr me, I don't have to like everything about my body, it just needs to be OK that I don't, if that makes any sense. Wanting to be stronger seems like an attainable goal from any weight though; exercising more is hard to d obut if you do stuff you like, it *will* happen naturally.

Can you see your blood sugar that way, like, OK, yes, this is a high number but it's what I'm working with. It's not high enough to put you in the hosptial (right? I guess I don't knwo that much about Type 1).

It is nice to hear a more feeling-good-to-OK post, yay!

[stjarna_atorka]

Kidney Thieves - Pretty

I'm pretty, what do I deserve
I feel pretty, until I walk out the door
I wonder when pretty's gonna bleed
My monster has all the time he needs

So I came home to feel ugly again
Feels better alone, pretty ugly again
If you come back around I may not let you in
Cause I don't understand what this pretty is.

You're so pretty, could I get the nerve
You said, "I love you, pretty"
What do I deserve
I wonder if pretty's gonna waste
My monster has all the time in the day

So I came home to feel ugly again
Feels better alone, pretty ugly again
If you come back around I may not let you in
Cause I don't understand what this pretty is.

I wonder what pretty has to say
I want to feel pretty every day
I wonder what it's like to be pretty.

[striped_bat]

I skipped the letter and called the nutritionist I was supposed to see and left a message about how I was not satisfied with the treatment options they gave me. Presumably (and this is a presumption, with thier track record...) she will call me back at which point I will warn her that I am on my last try of being civil and next time I will be yelling, swearing, and possibly writing brilliantly composed condemnations of them in huge red letters on all the bare walls I can find. Then I will explain politely why they are/were idiots, and nicely request that they try again. Then we will see!

[striped_bat]

I knoooooooow. *head in hands* I lied. It tends to happen. But see above!