1. I am stupid, and therefore make bad decisions

2. My situation is shitty, and therefore, whatever I decide on *is* bad because there can be no good here.

And also, cynicism is taking over my life in a really bad way.

so, some stuff ( Read more... )

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I hate food.

I worked out a rough meal plan before I moved into my new apartment. I used the food pyramid as a guide:

( food )

I've lost it. I've FUCKING LOST IT ( Read more... )

It's been a while since I've written in this lj. The angsty lj ( Read more... )

Nights like tonight are the very reason I'm having no other obligations than to get all healthy this summer ( Read more... )

This English paper is not going to get written. Just like that french paper from earlier in the year, it will remain curled in my head with various topic sentances crashing around among remnants of paragraph body and self-hatred. "That's poetic. That's pathetic." Grr. My french prof (after *he* asked *me*) wasn't there for our meeting, so I ( Read more... )

I called home.

Call from home ( Read more... )